It's all about me in this post.
My head's been hurting ever since coming back from cell lunch.
I don't want to read my legal theory.
I want to veg and watch TV.
I'll probably veg and watch TV.
I miss you and your gushing.
I'm feeling neglected.
I'm tired and grouchy.
I'm probably PMSing.
I want to scold the Chelsea board.
I want Mourinho to stay forever.
I don't know why I can't be bothered to stay in contact with some people.
I'm thankful for YY's help with my grammer in the assignment.
I'm thankful for 15 years of friendship with her.
I'm listing.
I'm listless.
I'm playing with words.
I think it's time to stop.

Happy Birthday Jose Mourinho!

Haha, I have found some general direction for this post. Again, back here after just a mere hour or so because I am being bored senseless trying to formulate my memo and organize my thoughts. (Can you already sense the difference between this and the last post?) MORE CHIM LA.

I shall add on to that.

Would you prefer a world that's black and white straight instead of having those with shades of grey? One says YES and NO in all certainty while one says MAYBE. MAYBE brings hope while straight out answers takes hope away. But at least you know you're getting an answer, going either somewhere or nowhere rather than stuck without being able to advance or go back. Yet this world isn't, wouldn't, and couldn't be black and white. If it was, there wouldn't be emo songs and lawyers (yes I can laugh when we say we're the future scum of the earth ha)

You could drown in those eyes... but would you want to?

I wonder why I'm online blogging because I still haven't finished my memo. Really annoyed because I spent so so long on this stupid thing. I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!! Wah.

There's something nice about sitting in the classroom listening to my LAWR TG mates talk about absolutely nothing related to law. People band together when law gets them crazy. Too bad they're all guys. Haha.

Back to the screwed memo WONDERFUL WONDERFUL LIFE. Haha. There's also a lot of Hahas in this post and not really a significant train of thought running through it, just lot of random-ness because the memo and the guys-talk has distracted me.

So here you have it. A most nonsensical kind of post that only serves to prove one thing. I am bored.

My LAWR research went not much anywhere yesterday. Looked many times longingly out at the beautiful sunny day which should not be spent in the musty library looking through books that are much older than you and make you sneeze.

Went out with Benita for dinner, though we just ate fast food, I really enjoyed the time spent with her, just talking, walking and shopping. =) Made me feel very relaxed.

This morning, with the absense of piano, I read through my legal theory, did crim law and am currently forcing myself to continue on with doing something about the Stat memo. Which I wish I could be proud of all the work I've done, nothing went in and I was reading for the sake of doing so. I can't even remember why Hart thinks there's a difference between "being obliged" and "having an obligation". I pay less attention in reading crim cases then I did for torts and frankly my torts one was really quite bad. Law is making me cranky.

And while I'm supposed to be reading cases for memo, I'm blogging.

Probably because I'm currently very irritated and frustrated with the way things are going.

I wash my hands utterly off everything. Some people are just too clueless for words. If you can't be bothered with me, I can't be bothered with you. I won't be bothered with you. There's no sense hanging on if your attention isn't there. It's one thing to be friends, another to keep that friendship, and another level to add on to closeness. I'm not sure what you want with our friendship, so forget it. Either stay away from me or do something about it, I've had it with always doing the asking.

Definitely cranky. Hope that cell will cheer me up later. Scary match against Liverpool at 840PM tonight.

Suffice to say that my truer words are written in my lj. I cannot help but feel more retrospective when writing there. Because I know I have the option to hide behind the private and locked entries.

But yet I love this blogspot one and one cannot run away from the past so here it shall remain and where I'll continue to write but for more, it's going to be at my lj.

I'm finally HOME. Too tired to do anymore work today, just want to eat dinner and watch TV Reached home at 930PM today! Researching in law library is draining.

Hence, while doing research...

Akshay: The small Penal Code needs a big general part.
Christine: *snorts*
Akshay: What! That's what Stanley Yeo says!

Rev: So about the Penal Code...
Christine: *laughs silently*
Rev: The Penal Code...
Christine: *laughs somemore*
Rev: The Penal Code..
Christine: *laughs out loud in the silent law library*

Akshay: *starts to laugh too*

Rev: ...

What can I say? There's something about the way he says it!

After long hours of research and we finally can go home...

Christine: *tugs Rev's shirt sleeve* Take it off laaaaaa
(Obviously being very innocent and very tired and referring to Rev's silly MSN nick that blames me or whatever just because I said he looks like a petty criminal with an unshaven face)
Rev: Take what off?
Akshay: *mimics* Take it off laa
Christine: *realises mistake and tries to push both guys off the curb and onto the road in the hopes that oncoming traffic will kill them*

I am not cheap!
I am very expensive okay! Hahahahah.

Obviously LAWR research can make one go mad.

Well, so far, I've got law school worries (legal theory and LAWR at the mo), piano worries, and Chelsea worries.

The Chelsea worries are a bit less sad now that Chelsea 4-0 Wigan so that's good. And the best part is that after rumours about Mourinho leaving Chelsea end this season (too much interference from the Board), the game at Wigan showed clearly where the hearts of the Stamford Bridge faithful lay. Extremely happy to read that they were cheering the man. At least they have the common sense to remember what Mourinho brought to Chelsea. Terry also came out saying how he’s supportive of Mourinho and will lead the senior players to petition the Board if indeed such a thing happens. It had better not.

So the next few days are going to be research research research. As well as trying to stay within the prescribed readings and work to be done. (Legal theory is… sadly something I’m so lost in) But research is at least... well, there's loads of work to be done but at least we're getting somewhere.

But I'm keeping the faith. Don't make mountains out of molehills. SMILE.

3 days into my second sem and I already don't like my modules. Crim law is taxing with its many many many long long long articles to read and summarize on the computer (though goodness knows whether they'll be actually useful since different tutors require different things) and Legal theory bombards my brain. LAWR is mind boggling as usual and I frail helplessly and uselessly in such unsafe waters.

I'm just wondering how long I can keep up this steady reading of articles. My mind is contemplating shutting down for good. My only rest is sleep because even when the work for the day is done, even watching tv, or even playing the piano, the mind notes down what it has yet to do (but you can't always do that, because what you have to do is neverending)

I need a hug. My piano is going to be screwed up quite considerably and I question why I'm still doing the exam when honestly I don't have the time. Even today, my so called free day of not going to school has already seen me do 5 hours of article reading. I still have 4 hours of work left to do. Wonderful week, wonderful day wouldn't you say?

To legal theory in 5 minutes that nasty bugger.

Helloooo.. My first post of 2007! Ugh. School starts in less than a day or so. I shall soon be overwhelmed and mentally scarred. Really not looking forward to it but God's been kind so I'll been living up the last week of holidays with my loves.

All I need is Him. And I've already got Him haha.

In Christ alone.

Please keep me in prayer because I don't want the competitiveness to get to me, I know the stress will and I'll break down (but rest assured when I read His word and tears fall, they're tears of conviction and joy). I have to balance my life again, this time with the added stress of the upcoming piano exam. But I will always remain true to what I've said, God, family and friends come first before all else. That's right! You're important to me! Very!

For now, I have enjoyed my last few days of holidays to the fullest, will continue to do so come Sunday.

Chelsea receive a much needed boost even if it is to a weak team. 6-1 with Lamps's first hat trick for Chelsea (if I'm not mistaken). Sleep now =)